LRowlzz | Shit is About to get REAL.

Jun 23

Shit is About to get REAL.

So I have basically not been using my tumblr for any good so here I go trying to do something good for myself.

I had my last day of classes today, EVER. I know right? PUMPED!! But at the same time reality is hitting me. I want a career and I want one now, don’t care how I want it now. (name that tune?) So I have decided to put my big girl panties on and finally lose that extra 50 or so lbs I carry around with me everywhere. I want to be under 200lbs again, which honestly has not been since like middle school (I know right? Scary) and I want to be a size 10 or under, which has not been the case probably since elementary school (I know right? EVEN FUCKING SCARIER.) So I have started step one…

GETTING HELP.

I have signed onto sparkpeople.com to help me out. I made my goal to be 150lbs. by February 24th. I am going to start working out at home with the videos they provide and when I move back to LI in August the first thing I will do is get a gym membership, and probably still do the videos on the website. The hardest thing is going to be to stop eating the food that I love, I have a serious love affair with food and I need to keep myself on this healthy cooking kick I have been on and STICK WITH IT. Also, I need to stop making excuses and tell myself that skinny people eat fast food all the time and remember when they are not young anymore they are probably going to get fat, and I in turn would get even fatter, which is a slippery slope that I will not let myself go down. Fast food is OUT OF THE QUESTION.

I need to get this weight gone and I need to get it gone now. I will succeed and by February 24th I will be 150lbs or below, and I will be a size 10 or below, and I will conquer the one thing in my life that I have never been able to conquer.

I am ready to go. Countdown starts now.

“Never go backward. Attempt, and do it with all your might. Determination is power.”

-Charles Simmons

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